ON LEAVING AND MOVING ON
It is my first time to do this. I just came off from a five-year job. It was my first job ever out of College. It taught me many things in life. It made me strong and courageous in every way. It molded me to be skilled in multi-tasking and decision-making. Somehow, it reminded me that not everything should be cried out once you don’t know how to do this and that. This showed me the reality.
Whenever I accomplish something, I am proud of myself. Whenever something is given to me and I have finished it, I am proud of myself. I was able to conquer things that school has not given me. This showed me the reality.
I used to be passionate about my work. Knowing that people come to you and ask you about things they don’t know and you were able to help them out is a really, really good thing. But once you get tired and unrecognized, things are not easy. Once it is slowing and tearing you down, you feel sad.
I was happy back then, but not now. After some of those people you look up to have left; you try to be strong and you tried to hold on. But once realization comes in, you have got to figure out what to do with your life.
I simply cannot help people without helping myself. That is why I have to get out and rest. Not just a simple rest or taking a leave from work but to go out and forget everything and never come back.
Thank you for the five years and all the things you have taught me.
Until next time. :)